I am not a perfect lover. I say what’s on my mind. I start fights. I get jealous and sometimes I don’t want to understand things to avoid pain. I am demanding. I am childish. And I am moody. But, I promise to be faithful, truthful, and to love you for you.
In my feelings, venting..

I just want somebody to talk to. Like a male. Somebody that’s laid back but also have good conversation, and a sense of humor. Not a boyfriend, but just a really good friend. Im tired of giving my all and not getting the same in return. Im just feeling so unappreciated. People are so complicated. I feel I deserve more than what I get. Im not perfect, and far from it. But I have good qualities that most ppl don’t. Im loyal to everyone, especially the ppl I love and care about. But its always the good people that get the short end of the stick. You cant change people, you can only change yourself. I learned that. Thats why I never try to change anyone. I except people for who they are. But at the same time, when I start letting people cross boundaries, they take advantage. (Im just rambling on..) But yeah, these are all the thoughts that’s crossing my mind right now. People only do what you allow them to do, thats why I have to stop excepting shit that I dont agree with. Thats why from now on, Im demanding my respect. Because if you dont demand it, you’ll never get it! I’m in a fucked up situation that only I can get myself out of, by demanding what I want and need. =/